| Hey People!!
I have moved to another blog...Xanga has become too complicated for me..i have found a more convenient and customizable blog! =P
http://almcm.blogspot.com
So check me out there instead =)
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| sigh..i had a whole long blog ..but it got deleted.. anyway..hmm...its been awhile since i blogged eh? *miss me? =P* i miss bloggin.. so..lets see..hmm..what do i say? 2007.goodbye.
2008.welcome! =)
long story cut short..
1. still studying..in my 3rd sem of my 1st year in psycho..so far so good =P
2. been happy & blissful for 10months now!! *OMG-unbelievable! =)*
3. still working part time..looking for another job in next semester as i self declare a holiday break..haha
4. still teaching sunday school..this year's batch quite a handful..but still adorable.. plans for 2008:
1.1 year celebration in april!! gah..cant wait!!
2. WYD in july..sydney australia baby!! cant wait!!=)
3. start on a scrapbook project that i've been procrastinating for so long..
4. i wanna go out clubbin more =( LoveyKisseyHuggey me, Mwandy! =*
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| a time of love and celebration..
of all things merry, warm and dear..
unfortunately for me..
year ends means a whole bundle of misery..
iv lost something precious to me a few years back..
iv lost my ex too..
iv fought with my current love last year..
and this year?
i fought again with my current love..
and now we're not on speaking terms..
why must life be so?
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| why am i so heartless?
how can i just walk away?
how can i be so inconsiderate?
who is this cold person residing within me?
have i no emotions anymore?
have i no love?
have i no sensitivity like how i used to?
i dont feel sad anymore.
i dont feel happy anymore either.
i dont feel anger anymore.
i dont feel calmness anymore either.
i dont feel frustrated anymore.
i just dont feel anymore.
i dont feel bothered.
im just plain emotionless.
ive turned into the very person i feared & hated
ive turned into the emotional bitch i had always avoided
ive turned into a monster.
i dont deserve to live. im nobody. im nothing.
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